oh Allah~~

In the name of Allah  The Creator The Most Merciful ....

oh Allah...
why do I keep feeling this way
why do I always have this kind of feeling
whenever I thought of him.

Oh Allah...
please..please Allah...
don't remind me of him
don't remind me of my memory with him
doesn't mean that I want to forget him
but I don't want to remember the past
The past that is really painful

oh Allah...
before I do love somebody
Allow me to love You the most first
let me build my love for You and Muhammad SAW
Your great lover
to give my love to everyone around me
then only can I give my love to somebody
somebody You know
that he is the best for me
not only here
but till Jannah
InsyaAllah...